I'm now out of high school. Its a scary thought to be released into the real world. I have never been the independent one. Its hard for me. Now to move on to a community college as an art major.
I have a broken camera.
and my newest and favorite piece i did is lost somewhere in the high school, most likely misplaced during the rip down of the art show.
I have mad a lot of progress. I'm pleased. But kinda disappointed.

Tomorrow school starts.
If i could have gone back in time and replay the summer, tweaking it, i would not do such a thing.

I have learned so much about myself over the past 3 months.
I feel like i have grown up, but i have so much more growing to do.
I like maturity and becoming more advanced, but i am scared to start the college process. I am not sure what i want to do with my life. I want to be involved with tattoos.. maybe as an intern or a management, motorcycles, or even being a bartender. MAYBE all three. I may not be really good at drawing but i love it.

I love what life has brought me and i hope my senior year will treat me as well as the summer, with the downfalls and all.

Lately i seem to be more inspired to draw and paint than photograph.
One person that I am proud to say inspires me to draw is Meredith Antunes. Yes my dear, you.







here is her work - [link]

Spring officially started, and there was no sign of it.

but now, it is spring, its beautiful outside.
flowers are blooming.
temperature is warm.

it's nice.

i should start posting more pictures instead of favoriting other deviant s.
.. i m dissapointed in myself with the emptiness of my gallary... but you can t force art.